It was unclear to Garret how this could be true and how Xanders would know.
In their conversations that followed, Elder Xanders did mention that he knew of other missionaries that were similarly interested in sex with men. He couldn’t stop thinking of what it was like, how wrong it was, and how good it felt. He wanted more, but was too shy to even mention it to President Oaks. The idea of having sex with another guy clouded Garrett’s mind at all times. He was turned on by boys who were taller, more muscular, or simply had adult body hair.īeing naked and fucked in front of Bishop Angus was an experience he will never forget. Practically everything about other boys turned him on. Still, he felt compelled to check out other guys and compare himself to them. He never felt comfortable in his body and had been raised to think any sexual urges he had were bad and sinful. It was very hard for Garrett, however, to be that open. Even after his probationary period ended, the two maintained the same open-door policy that they’d had before. Follow each boy's story of becoming a defiled missionary to this mysterious cult run by older men who expect nothing but submission and devotion. For one, Elder Xanders was less shy about being naked. Welcome to Masonic Boys - the original place of secret gay priesthood rituals where young men are on a mission to become top minion for the Order. Things between President Oaks and his companion definitely changed after the two of them had sex.
